Recent Twitter quote: Trust only movement. Life happens at the level of events, not of words. Trust movement.~ALFRED ADLER
So the 11th hour approaches. family keeps hope alive that the Divine will intervene and give reprieve. At the moment, it is spin the dial on emotions/feelings/thoughts about the land of the hindu kush-where a kid from west philly named lil' butch made a name for himself while shining at the tiffany network.
I wish that elder was still around...
I got an audience-ready to hear the play by play. alot of pressure...Will steady serve the good/bad/ugly the best I can because it will contribute to my sanity while being led by a ship of fools...
Here's the latest to peep, reflect, share:
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=0F2B9493006F6389&search_query=rethink+afghanistan
The mud is is getting deeper and deeper. Awaiting critical mass:
http://www.nytimes.com/2009/08/30/us/30antiwar.html?ref=us
So I await...I am gonna be that scribe that witnessess the good/bad/ugly-how much will I lose of myself? Will my epitaph be there too? Think radiant/positive-child of the Universe...
I have no reference point at this time...walking into the eye of the hurricane...
No goodbyes last week to loved ones..."Just see you laters..."
A sounding board said to me this past week: "do you think you might have to go thru this to get to you where you want to be?" I said "Yes, but I wonder at what cost..."
Stereolab's music has been on rotation in my head-light/chirpy/ pulses while travelling down a dark road...transformation in effect...it's not the destination but the journey...
I'll miss the sights/smells of my Earth's home. I want to keep her from worrying but how? The Cosmic parent watches over but my internal source code struggles. It is my last day home...
I hope that home will still be here 365 days later.
