Sunday, August 30, 2009

RANDOM THOUGHTS, BRAIN NOISE


Recent Twitter quote: Trust only movement. Life happens at the level of events, not of words. Trust movement.~ALFRED ADLER

So the 11th hour approaches. family keeps hope alive that the Divine will intervene and give reprieve. At the moment, it is spin the dial on emotions/feelings/thoughts about the land of the hindu kush-where a kid from west philly named lil' butch made a name for himself while shining at the tiffany network.
I wish that elder was still around...

I got an audience-ready to hear the play by play. alot of pressure...Will steady serve the good/bad/ugly the best I can because it will contribute to my sanity while being led by a ship of fools...

Here's the latest to peep, reflect, share:

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=0F2B9493006F6389&search_query=rethink+afghanistan


The mud is is getting deeper and deeper. Awaiting critical mass:

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/08/30/us/30antiwar.html?ref=us


So I await...I am gonna be that scribe that witnessess the good/bad/ugly-how much will I lose of myself? Will my epitaph be there too? Think radiant/positive-child of the Universe...

I have no reference point at this time...walking into the eye of the hurricane...

No goodbyes last week
to loved ones..."Just see you laters..."

A sounding board said to me this past week: "do you think you might have to go thru this to get to you where you want to be?" I said "Yes, but I wonder at what cost..."

Stereolab's music has been on rotation in my head-light/chirpy/ pulses while travelling down a dark road...transformation in effect...it's not the destination but the journey...

I'll miss the sights/smells of my Earth's home. I want to keep her from worrying but how? The Cosmic parent watches over but my internal source code struggles. It is my last day home...

I hope that home will still be here 365 days later.







2 comments:

  1. Crank the Stereolab.
    Trip the Light Fantastic.

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  2. Stereolab
    Lyrics to Ping Pong :

    it's alright 'cause the historical pattern has shown
    how the economical cycle tends to revolve
    in a round of decades three stages stand out in a loop
    a slump and war then peel back to square one and back for more

    bigger slump and bigger wars and a smaller recovery
    huger slump and greater wars and a shallower recovery

    you see the recovery always comes 'round again
    there's nothing to worry for things will look after themselves
    it's alright recovery always comes 'round again
    there's nothing to worry if things can only get better

    there's only millions that lose their jobs and homes and sometimes accents
    there's only millions that die in their bloody wars, it's alright

    it's only their lives and the lives of their next of kin that they are losing
    it's only their lives and the lives of their next of kin that they are losing

    it's alright 'cause the historical pattern has shown
    how the economical cycle tends to revolve
    in a round of decades three stages stand out in a loop
    a slump and war then peel back to square one and back for more

    bigger slump and bigger wars and a smaller recovery
    huger slump and greater wars and a shallower recovery

    don't worry be happy things will get better naturally
    don't worry shut up sit down go with it and be happy

    dum, dum, dum, de dum dum, de duh de duh de dum dum dum... ah ah
    dum, dum, dum, de dum dum, de duh de duh de dum dum dum... ah ah

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